I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel)
I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel)

I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel)

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I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel) novel is a popular light novel covering Adult, Drama, and Fantasy genres. Written by the Author Starlight. 178 chapters have been translated and translations of other chapters are in progress.


Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison.

Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live life differently.

Six years later, she chooses to become Arundell’s queen…

“If you’re asking me to step down from the marriage proposal, I can’t.”

“Marry me and let us divorce after a year.”

And this time, the time limit of their marriage would last a year.

A husband she knew who was different than before… she tried not to love him again, but each time, her heart kept shaking.

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  • Abdulwahab

    I found a spainsh version of the nove fully translated, so i translated it into English if you want the rest of the chapter just email me. My email is [email protected]

    7 days ago 0 Likes
  • Shauna

    I loveee this novel .. When will there be new updates PLEASE

    16 days ago 2 Likes
    • Abdulwahab

      I found a spainsh version of the nove fully translated, so i translated it into English to the best of my abilities if you want the rest of the chapter just email me. My email is [email protected]

      7 days ago 0 Likes
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  • Nihilist_The_Bored_God

    I find it funny that the last translated chapter is titled pregnancy and was posted 9 months ago

    1 months ago 10 Likes
  • Elrica

    Update please😭 im begging you😭😭😭

    1 months ago 2 Likes
  • Chaqz

    Updateeee please someone this is getting more interesting 😭❤️

    1 months ago 1 Likes
  • loriach

    The completed novel is translated into Spanish (and translates decently aside from pronoun issues with Google's translate) and can be found like another person mentioned: "No querio sir amada". There's 280 chapters and includes the epilogue. I don't know why the translation stopped here though.

    1 months ago 4 Likes
    • lnwUser39901

      Thank you so much for sharing!

      1 months ago 0 Likes
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  • Furmal

    So this is not going to be translated anymore ?

    2 months ago 1 Likes
    • lnwUser38859

      There is a spanish translation it has more chapters. I guess its complete. I use google translate. Its on novelwuxia "no queiro sir amada"

      2 months ago 8 Likes
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    3 months ago 1 Likes
  • blues

    If you need to let out your anger and frustration, read this one. It most likely will give you headache. Spoiler AlertI wish I can separate Igor from Rihannan, I never got this much hatred when reading a novel, Igor is the first fictional character that boiled my blood to this extent! He does not deserve the second chance, he should be burned with regret and despair and die alone miserably!!

    3 months ago 4 Likes
    • lnwUser63263

      I actually disagree, they didn't explain the whole timeline yet, however the only real bad thing he did was the first night.Spoiler Alert He wasn't the one who had her killed, it was his mother. He never slept with Laeticia, he actually loathed her for the way her and her father treated Ria, thats actually what made him realise how wrong he was to make her choose between him and his mother. In the office, before Ria fell, he was make Laeticia spill her secrets using his body, but wasn't planning on going further. When Ria fell, he caught her and hit his head violently on the floor, in went into a coma after that, which is why he never visited her and when he woke up, he asked for her but heard she was in jail, he rushed there only to find that she had just died. But I agree that they're no good for each other, there was a tone of miscommunication that would have been easily solved with a conversation, but that occurred only at the very end when all the harm was done..

      1 months ago 2 Likes
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  • lnwUser52078

    Updateee plss.!!😭

    3 months ago 3 Likes
Latest Release: Chapter 177: Pregnancy

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The story is really heart breaking 💔💔💔 the misunderstandings are killing me! 💔😭😭😭
And there's a mistranslation like the husband didn't cheat on her she saw him kissing the thot but it was for another reason not like he was enjoying it... Anyways really hope it'll get translated it's been 9months 💔😭


Finally done reading the whole thing it’s 280 chapters but to be honest it could have been done in 140 too much filler. Lots of unnecessary drama about two people who got serious communication issues lol


I dont think the end will be upload, I read it on a patreon that no longer exists but if you're interested in knowing how it ends:

⚠️ spoilers.
Spoiler Alert
Past timeline: Igor never slept with the sister, he hated her and the father for the way they have been treating Ria. Laeticia was already pregnant by someone else by Igors mother and everyone believed it to be Igors baby. The event that caused the miscarriage: he was leaning over her in an attempt to seduce her so she would tell him the plans of her father and their accomplice, she was starting to spill it out when Ria showed up and ran. When she reached the stairs, she lost consciousness but Igor was able to grab her, too late because they both fell down the stairs, Ria lost her baby but Igor took a big blow by shielding her and hit his head on the floor. He stayed in a coma for a while and when he woke up, his mother was by his side the first thing he did upon waking was ask for Ria, follows a commotion and his assistant ends up barging in the room and telling him Ria has been thrown in jail, that she just lost her baby, and she was put there by his mother.


When may it be updated ?? Anyone clues??ive been waiting for so long for the new chapter! please tell where can I find the finished novel T__T


Been waiting for chapter 178 for a long time now, I get that this novel gets a lot of hate cause of the plot, but honestly I like Igor and Rihannan. i dont like when readers bring the step sister in an argument, The sister didn't think about Rihanan in her past life. So why is Rihanan supposed to think about her now? Idc how the siter lived in this life cause it's basically what Karma of the past life means. I like that Igor actually knows the past and I just wanna wait for the reveal, want them both to know that they've memories of their past life, and Igor better have an explanation for f*king that beech, although nothing would satisfy why he HAD to cheat, I mean NOTHING can justify when someone cheats so he better have a good reason. Overall I really like this novel, nothing can compare that feeling of pain and suffering when it hits my heart, yeah know that feeling? Cause man when u get the POV of both sides it hits really hard.
Yesh there are misunderstandings, expected from such a novel. But I like it.


Dropped at chapter 15.
The writing annoyed me so much with the excessive background of the characters you'll never care about and quite high pettiness levels. I really don't like the evil sister plot line unless the sister actually has some IQ points. So I got back to read some reviews:

After hearing that this story keep depending too much on flashback parts from their past life + ML is the past abuser himself (neglect, rape, cheating with sister which then causes miscarriage after, imprisonment, indirect murder) since he's actually reincarnated and still owns his actions, I decided that this web novel doesn't worth my time.


Very beautiful novel i very much love to read till the end if possible.
The novel tells us about the hardships of love and devotion. I am so in love with the both Igor and Rhinan.
Also if possible i would like to read novels like "Beauty of Thebes'', ''Apollo's heart", "Eaten by the tyrant I raised", and "My dear friend".


Sicuramente quello narrato non è un' amore spensierato: i protagonisti si portano dietro la loro infelicità, tentando di riscrivere la propria vita. Spero riusciranno a lasciarsi tutto alle spalle... QUANDO CI FARETE SAPERE COME VA A FINIRE? 😉


This novel is just so good !! The plot is amazing and the fact that the ML is aware of his wrong doings and trying to solve things makes it much better!! Please update soon.. and thanks for your hard wwork..


To be honest, this is the best transmigrated genre I've read, better than Abandoned Empress. The FL tried everything in the past life and wanted to more of it on her second life while ML regretted everything in the past and will now try everything on this second life. This story is beautiful and I am curious how it will end. Please don't drop this.