I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel)

I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel)



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I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel) novel is a popular light novel covering Adult, Drama, and Fantasy genres. Written by the Author Starlight. 178 chapters have been translated and translations of other chapters are in progress.


Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison.

Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live life differently.

Six years later, she chooses to become Arundell’s queen…

“If you’re asking me to step down from the marriage proposal, I can’t.”

“Marry me and let us divorce after a year.”

And this time, the time limit of their marriage would last a year.

A husband she knew who was different than before… she tried not to love him again, but each time, her heart kept shaking.

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  • lnwUser35718

    why is this not getting updated? is there any hope? and can someone please recommend some angsty novel like this please?

  • fairygirl

    I love that the last updated chapter is called pregnancy

  • tallbean

    still waiting for an update 🥲

  • Kiddo

    Pleaaaase!!! Don't drop this!!

  • lnwUser44083

    Does anyone know if there's a manwha? Do you know where can i find other characters?

  • AnneHilary

    Any updates?

  • rishelshow

    Who is Helena? I've missed something.

    • Assej1995

      Her cousin In crochet. A Princess

  • lnwUser34142

    When will new chapters of this novel be loaded?

  • minniemino

    Is there a manhwa of this novel. I remember reading smth similar with this plot and I cant remember.

    • autumnwildrose

      Umm no i don’t think there is, but there is a manhwa with similiar starting plot, it’s called “the abandoned empress” it was adapted from a novel as well

      • lnwUser44083

        "The abandoned empress" is also similar with the manhwa "Lady to queen"

  • Azyla

    There’s a lot of miscommunication between FL and ML in the novel, which does give you a lot of heartache for both characters. You’re in for an angst trip, oh boy, buckle up.

Latest Release: Chapter 177: Pregnancy

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Sicuramente quello narrato non è un' amore spensierato: i protagonisti si portano dietro la loro infelicità, tentando di riscrivere la propria vita. Spero riusciranno a lasciarsi tutto alle spalle... QUANDO CI FARETE SAPERE COME VA A FINIRE? 😉


This novel is just so good !! The plot is amazing and the fact that the ML is aware of his wrong doings and trying to solve things makes it much better!! Please update soon.. and thanks for your hard wwork..


To be honest, this is the best transmigrated genre I've read, better than Abandoned Empress. The FL tried everything in the past life and wanted to more of it on her second life while ML regretted everything in the past and will now try everything on this second life. This story is beautiful and I am curious how it will end. Please don't drop this.


Quite nice andangsty if you're into that kinda thing and the FL does tug at your heart strings initially as she learns her own mistakes as well as the ML is learning his. I've seen a lot of reviews spreading hate on both the FL and ML, BUT I like how they gradually change and grow. Though at times I get a tad frustrated with the FL I can't really say I'd be quite right either after that much trauma so I feel for her


Is it only me that notice the enormous amount of exposition in the beginning?
I could only finish chapter 3, 80% of the chapters is explaining something or the relationship of characters that are not even in the scene... For those who are further, it gets better? Because for now is unbearable. :/


someone please tell me why i should finish this, is it good? i’m just so angry at igor i can’t stomach it anymore tbh, should i finish it? how does he redeem himself?


no i dont think you understand... IM OBSESSED
I've seen a lot of comments on not wanting to forgive the ML and so far whatever I've read till chapter 140 is that i really hope that they can have a happy ending where misunderstanding, lies and cheating are not there. He needs to beg and kneel for forgiveness, that is when I'll forgive Igor.


This is entirely the only story that makes me cry every time, which is a feat considering I rarely cry at all. I’m also bad with angst but this is such a perfect combo of bittersweet that I can’t bring myself to stop. Personally, I think the ML’s love and guilt is the most emotional part, followed by the FL’s trauma of losing her child. I wish it updated, though.


I am still patiently waiting for the next chapters...This story leave a bitter-sweet feeling and emotion. It's so good and Im falling inlove with story.


The worst part of this story are their misunderstandings. Like every drama every problem on this novel caused by misunderstanding that it made my blood boil. But i like how their relationship develop slowly but not too slow that it gets boring. The fl was a pain in the *ss and the ml was a jerk i wanted to kill him but he got better and better until i forgave him. And i still love them together lol